3 Years!

8 years in LOVE.

3 years married.

1 baby monkey.

And still going strong.

I honestly don't know what I would do without Drew. He's always there for me, makes me feel safe and when I'm down he reassures me that everything will be ok. He ALWAYS makes me laugh and is such a good daddy. Not only is he one hot dude ;) but he has a heart of gold. I hate if I have to go a whole day without seeing him.

I love being his wife.

I love you Drew and Ethan.

Yum-kisses ! :D








My shoe had a big heart on the bottom so I wrote:

I (heart) Drew.

I still have them and you can still read the words. I loved those shoes.

I wanna get a bunch of my married girlfriends with their wedding dresses on and take some "mess the dress" pics. Or maybe I just wanna sit on the couch with some popcorn with my dress on :) Either way I just want to wear this dress again.

My boys

More of Monkey

I just added 5 new posts today to catch up on some stuff so scroll down to see more if you would like!

I had 2 more pictures that I wanted to share but I can't find them for some reason. I'll post them later if I find them. I just wanted to share a couple pictures of Ethan for "up to date" purposes :)

Drew lets Ethan play with the video game controller and he actually steers the guy around and looks very intrigued. It's really cute because he grunts at the screen and says "Goya, Goya" whatever that means? haha

I LOATHE video games unless it's Mario Cart cause its pointless and useless in my opinion . I don't want Ethan to be a video game player EVER...that would be my worst nightmare! Drew plays sometimes when Ethan goes to bed and while I edit pictures . That doesn't bother me as much because I'm not paying attention :)

More of the Dewster

Dewie is such a good puppy. Day and night from Dolly. Don't get me wrong we loved Dolly, but she just wasn't right for our family. Dewie on the other hand is a smart dog he know to go outside to potty and has only had a couple of accidents since we have had him, which is about 2 weeks now. Dougie has a bit of hop back in his step these days with his new brother by his side. They chase each other in the yard and snuggle together when taking a snooze. Ethan could care less about the puppy. He's too busy jumping around the house and trying to climb on all the furniture. I don't know how many time a day I say "no, no Ethan we don't stand on the couch/chairs"

When we take him out at night we have to bring the flashlight because he's so dark we'll lose him out there!

He kind of looks creepy here :)

The first day we brought him home he stole Ethan's paci. He continues to do so . This might be a perfect way to get rid of the paci habit?

Ethan's boo boo

What a horrific experience for a parent when their child gets hurt. Even though this was just a medium size burn it was all my fault and I felt so bad. My curling iron had been broken for like 6 months prior to this. When Danielle died her parents gave me a bunch of her stuff including her curling iron. I'm not used to having one on in the house so I plugged it in and turned it on to the highest setting and left the bathroom to feed Ethan breakfast. After breakfast I let Ethan down not thinking about the curling iron . All of a sudden I heard the most horrible scream. I ran to him and found the curling iron on the bathroom floor. I could smell how hot it was. He screamed for 2 hours until he got tired. We tried burn cream but putting that on a 1.5yr old isn't easy. I'm not sure if he grabbed the iron and dropped it on his arm but either way it wasn't fun and I'm sure it hurt him so bad. Sorry buddy, mommy feels so bad :(

Its clearing up nicely though. His hand is all better and his arm is still a bit red, but I have been putting Neosporin on it to take away any scaring

Weeping

I cannot believe how much my life has changed this past month.

I miss my girl.